Who I Am Without You"Relationships end. Sometimes, they run their course. People move away and you lose touch. If only that were the only course they could take.
But more often than not in this life of mine, relationships have ended dramatically. People die, people decided they never liked you in the first place, and people fuck up so badly you have no choice but to… say goodbye." |
My Youth Is Lost"My youth was lost before I was ready. Before I could make too many mistakes, before I could break my own heart a million times, my time was up.
And maybe it was partially because I got married young. Maybe it’s because I like to care for too many at once, but no. My youth was lost to a body that couldn’t handle the burden of living the same way anymore. My own skin and bones devoured my youth to stay alive." |
5.14.22 — 8.23.22"This is a poem about the night my best friend died. The night where I was taken to the emergency room by friends who love me. The night where the pain in my body was so great and the doctor so terrible, that I resorted to inappropriate humor to cope. But that was after I started hearing this Ramones song in my head as I waited for the sweet relief of medication. Yesterday, I realized why this song clawed its way out of my psyche that night. It was the perfectly morbid soundtrack."
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